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Tuesday, March 07, 2000
supposedly damaging myself - 12:30 PM
well, i passed my final exam. now i start looking for a job.
i'm pretty happy about it but i'm in kind of a stupid mood today. i didn't sleep well last night & i'm still feeling a little put off by yesterday when i dropped by my dad's computer shop to say hello & he had a small cow about my new piercing. he went to give me a hug, saw the daith & just kind of walked off! i couldn't believe it. then we had a big talk downstairs in the car park about why i'm 'damaging' myself like this (he only saw the daith .. imagine if he knew about the septum!) & what's happened to my faith & how it hurts him every time he sees another hole in my body etc, etc. it really upset me. i had a big cry & since then i've been feeling a bit low.
i don't understand why it's such a problem for him. i'm not hurting anyone. i'm not getting my body pierced to be destructive or to hurt myself. i like being different & i like having pretty decorations.
anyway, him saying the thing about me turning my back on my faith inspired my latest opinion .. have a read.
shroom is so sweet. he just went down to the shops & bought me one of those marshmallow-in-an-ice-cream-cone things to cheer me up. i love them. he's such a sweetie. i love him a lot.
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