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Saturday, March 11, 2000
weird stuff - 02:15 PM
today has been really weird. i had a pretty late night last night so i'm feeling kind of dodgy from that, but things are just all over the place. that sentence doesn't really make sense i know. sorry. there's just some weird stuff going on that i can't figure out & can't help with either. i'm still sort of annoyed/upset by what my dad said to me the other day. today i told the people who need to know that i'm not going to continue with dancing. i really need a job. i have lots of bills to pay. so many things are just up in the air.
i guess that's about it in one paragraph & i'm sure it's no clearer to any of you what on earth i'm going on about, but i'm not sure i know either.
[edit, 8th of may 2003: reading between the lines, i'm pretty sure that the major thing worrying me here was that this was the beginning of the end for my mum & dad. dad was the most upset i'd ever seen him in my life, but he wouldn't say what was going on. my sister & i had our suspicions as to what it involved but we didn't know for sure. it was a very stressful time for everyone.]