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Monday, May 15, 2000
changes - 08:15 PM
well, well, well. things are turning around. i wrote a four page letter to my mum & dad & dropped it in their letter box last night. basically, in it i told them in that i'm an adult, i have been for a long time & that it's about time they started to treat me like one & treat me with respect, too. i said that i want no more condemning lectures & disapproving looks etc & that they should let go, relinquish the control they think they have over me. i read the letter out to my honey & he thought (as did i, of course) that it was a great letter. i wasn't nasty about it, i didn't get all stupid & say anything mean at all. it was a straight forward letter, from one adult to another, which is the way it should be. mum hasn't read it yet, turns out she's in singapore on some work thing but she knows about it. dad took it in the way that it was meant to be taken & confirmed that things would change for the better. things are turning around indeed.
i thought that i might be getting a really good job on the gold coast but perhaps that isn't meant to be. dad told me some stuff about himself in relation to his work that might change matters there .. i'll keep you all posted as soon as i know more.
i'm pretty sure that my belly piercing is growing out. migrating is what they call it, i think. it's amazing what the body can do when it has something in it that it doesn't like. the distance between the entrance hole & the exit hole has dramatically decreased over the last week. the top hole looks rather red & kind of puffy almost as though the piercing is only a week old rather than six months old. i was considering taking it out but i'm interested to see what happens when it reaches the surface of the skin. might be kind of gross but it's got me intrigued now.
my sweetheart & i have been going out for a year today! wow .. a whole year. it seems much shorter than that somehow. it's been a very good year. 
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