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Friday, July 21, 2000
crabby - 08:55 PM
why do i always have to be so nice? i want to get really crabby & say what i feel but i don't because i know that i'll regret saying those things later because i don't really mean them. some people fully whinge & complain when they're crabby & say exactly how they feel at the time when someone's pissing them off. i never do. at least not about people that i love. even when i'm seriously cranky i don't believe that i should say things that i don't mean. i try to stay polite. bloody hell! why can't i just be a bitch, say what the hell i want & deal with the consequences later? i know that i can do this but i won't. i don't want to. i don't like being nasty to the ones that i love.