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Sunday, August 31, 2003

emotional - 08:29 PM
(filed under 'baby')

i've been rather emotional today. although really, i'm doing pretty well, from what i hear of the intense emotional states of some other pregnant women. today would be only my fourth emotional outburst.

this morning i chucked a bit of a spack at poor shroom because i was running around trying to clean up a bit before we had some people over for a barbecue & i felt sort of rushed. he wasn't doing anything wrong at all. when i finally got into the shower after doing this & that, i realised that i was frustrated at myself for not being able to do as much as i'd like, for getting tired so easily, for falling behind in the housework & not having done the things i had to do earlier in the week (which would have meant i didn't have to do them this morning), for having elephant legs & for feeling kind of fat & ugly.

tonight i'm getting all teary over the pics of britt, trauma teddies & even just reading other people's blogs & the nice things going on with them.

lucky shroom loves me anyway, emotional outbursts & all.

now though, i think i'll turn my brain off & watch the sunday night movie. i hope you've all had a good weekend. despite my hormones, i've had a pretty good one. *smile*

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new diary entry & some pics - 07:49 PM
(filed under 'site stuff')

there's more news of britt in the diary. you can read it here or use the navigation to the right.

i've posted a link to some pics of britt within the diary entry, but you can go straight to the pics here, if you like.

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unconscious mutterings - 05:02 PM
(filed under 'memes')

unconscious mutterings, not late for once!



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britt's birthday in hospital - 09:02 AM
(filed under 'site stuff')

it was britt's fourth birthday yesterday. she celebrated it in hospital, of course. in this morning's email, there was one from greg (by brother-in-law, britt's daddy) with a link to some pictures of her birthday party. it's lovely to see her smiling, but i can't help looking at them & being sad that she can't have a 'normal' birthday because of the leukaemia. *sad*

still, i'm thinking positively. the latest news is that she's responding well to treatment, so all is well so far. *smile* please continue to keep my darling little britt in your thoughts.

i'll probably talk to mon today to find out more news & then possibly post a pic or two of her birthday with mon & greg's permission, then you can all see who is in our thoughts lately.

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